I'm not trying to avoid this conversation. I'm just not going to take on the responsibility of resolving these issues myself. I always try to be transparent about my struggles, but God is beyond our human capabilities. God has spoken, and He's fully capable of carrying out His plans. He's chosen His people, which includes both the people who belong to His visible church and the people who don't participate. But God has also chosen those who He deems not worthy to join the visible church - even though they reside in the same country. God defines us not just by our membership in a particular church, but by our national identity as well.The world regards the state of the church through the power of curses, salvation being not simply a matter of living a good life on our own, but God saves us in the midst of the troubles we face in this world. Salvation is not something that we achieve or achieve by grace, as it would seem to us, but it is something that God defines for us in a way that seems extreme to us, and we belong to all the people in the world who belong to God. If salvation is by grace, then God does not need a vehicle to save us. In this way, our confession of our personal salvation is a blessing to those who bless us. We confess not how we feel about what we see the present state of religion in this world is, but God speaks and we reply amen.The saints are those who we admire and aspire to be like. We prioritize our relationship with God and put everything else in life at a distance. If we are blessed enough to achieve this, all the glory goes to God. We don't deserve any of the good things God has given us in this life, and our safety in the community of saints is our hearts are united in gratitude for all the good things God has given us in this life. We rejoice because we are under God's watchful eye, and through redemption He has given us the blessing of eternal life. We partake in this blessing by enjoying what God has given us.Our desire is like an ocean. It is always connected to everyone who belongs to God because we are spiritually united with Christ. No matter where we are in this world, we always belong to everyone who belongs to God because we are connected to Him through our desire. Our desire is a gift from God, and it gives us the assurance that we belong to a family we can't see. We remain hopeful even though we know that some of our loved ones will be separated from us in death. This hope is based on our confidence in God's ability to keep them safe. This gives us hope that none of them will miss out on our eternal reunion.Many people believe in the concept of faith, which provides a foundation for their connections with one another in this life and in the next. They believe that saints will all one day be with God and be cared for by Him. This belief gives saints hope, since they know they will be together in the final judgement. Saints hope that God will redeem a people for Himself, and because of this they are united in their hope of His care. They want to live a life of peace and rest, increasing in their only desire.