I do not believe that you are at fault for anything, but I understand that God may see things differently. I do not harbor any resentment towards myself, only forgiveness. Christ came into the world as a man and He took on all of my blame. Now He gives me His love. His love is perfect and without fault. The only people who accuse others are those who have Satan as their father. Satan is the great accuser. Satan and his children try to dissuade people and paint a picture that our Father is not able to fully pardon all of our sins. He wants us to not trust God for everything. And when we are in the midst of a difficult trial and it looks like we are going to lose, Satan's children come to us believers in our most trying hours and mock at us. He wants us to be all alone in trusting in God. He wants us to remember that every time we struggle with a sin, we are alone and God does not care. He wants us to trust in man. He whispers in our ears, "Don't trust in God, let God rescue Him." He not only uses the wicked but he uses the self righteous as well.  But we must remember that God is always with us even in our darkest hour.The self-righteous and the wicked will both face God's justice in the afterlife. Those who think they can please God through their own good works will be sorely disappointed. Satan wants people to believe that they have to work for God's approval, and he wants the religious system to be based on this principle. He knows that if believers struggle and don't feel confident in God's love for them, they will be more likely to turn to him for help. But God uses the wicked and the self-righteous to inflame the desires of the righteous, so that we cry out to him for justice. We know that we will have to confront the wicked in eternity, but we long for God's justice to be done.