I will take this into consideration and pray about it. However, it is important to think about this. Powerlessness is not an expression of letting go of the former life. That is mindlessness. Every thought that is presented is really and truly and fully about us. Moral persuasion is not learned by the process of letting go of the power to act as we know by our objective reason. God has given us reason to question an idea that is presented to us. Powerlessness is expressed in this fashion. Picture God as the supreme judge. Now He sees everything present from the beginning of time to the end of time.In a way, everything is predetermined in eternity to be as God sees the end of time. This can be explained by saying that we are all, in a sense, standing on a very thin string line over the flames of hell. The only thing stopping us from falling off is God's determination. It does not matter what time it is; it's as if we already died and the entire human race is standing on that thin string line. God looks at one man, pointing His finger, and the man falls off into the flames of hell, while He points His finger at another man and that man is lifted to heaven. This is the expression of dependence, not letting go.