Monday, December 23, 2019

One of the parents resided in a rural area adjacent to a lake. Annually, he would extend an invitation to the children to participate in a camping experience on his property. His guiding principle was encapsulated in the phrase "safety first." Upon our arrival, the children would construct a large campfire, particularly during the winter months. He would impart essential camping skills to the adolescents. Remarkably, our group never experienced any conflicts; instead, we consistently enjoyed a profound sense of unity and strong interpersonal bonds.

As my children matured, our involvement with the homeschooling group began to wane. However, over the past year, we observed that several of the children exhibited significant shyness. In response to this, we made the decision to participate in a community theater program. I will elaborate on this four-year experience, though I possess additional narratives related to our homeschooling journey.

During the past year, I had the privilege of attending a graduation ceremony that featured a program developed by the mothers, which highlighted the unique talents of each family. The graduating seniors showcased their artistic abilities, and awards were presented in recognition of their accomplishments. Subsequently, each family was invited to the stage, where the seniors expressed their gratitude to their parents, and the parents reciprocated this sentiment. The parents also elaborated on the decisions they had made regarding their children's futures. The emotional weight of the event brought many attendees to tears, and I found it to be one of the proudest moments of my life. The sense of community and connection experienced during this event felt more authentic than some traditional church relationships.
One notable event we organized was an International Day, during which families set up informational booths in a gymnasium to explore and present different cultures. This initiative not only educated the children about cultural diversity but also instilled in them a respect for different ways of life. We aimed to challenge the children intellectually and culturally, often sharing a variety of international cuisines that enhanced the experience. The concept of family can be likened to a governing body established through shared declarations and principles. From the inception of my married life, I have consistently articulated foundational beliefs that have guided our family structure. After a few years, we relocated to a small community, which presented an opportunity to engage with individuals whose values aligned with our mission. This environment facilitated the formation of a cohesive social network of like-minded parents, which would have been unattainable without the foundational principles we upheld. Our homeschooling group engaged in various collaborative activities, including co-operative learning, field trips, graduation ceremonies, holiday celebrations, social dances, and community service initiatives. This approach fostered an outward focus, allowing our children to cultivate relationships with other families within the community. Additionally, we invited state senators to address our group, with the intent of equipping the children with leadership skills necessary for public speaking. Our collaboration extended beyond just the parents; we also engaged with local social and welfare agencies. This connection to the broader community allowed us to serve as a bridge to public schools, facilitating opportunities for our children to participate in sports teams and providing guidance for parents interested in transitioning from traditional schooling to homeschooling.

Monday, December 9, 2019

I was in the process of constructing a set of oak stairs in a spacious two-story residence when the homeowners arrived and introduced themselves. The gentleman I encountered was someone who placed a high value on interpersonal relationships, though he also had a propensity for excessive alcohol consumption. Notably, he possessed significant social skills and exhibited a zest for life that made him seem larger than life itself. During our conversation, we discovered that our children played on the same soccer team. In my life, there have been two individuals with whom I shared a brotherly bond; one was a Jehovah's Witness, and the other was this man. He consistently looked out for the other soccer parents.

Throughout my involvement in various games, I consistently assumed the role of the most vocal supporter. The group I participated in exhibited a certain exuberance, and my enthusiastic cheering resonated well with them. My vocalizations appeared to significantly motivate the children, encouraging them to increase their pace during activities. As a result, we formed a cohesive social group, and we received invitations to gatherings at the residence of a friend who belonged to an affluent background. These events were characterized by a juxtaposition of the upper class hosting parties for middle-class parents. During these social functions, I often engaged in meditation, which provided me with a sense of tranquility amidst the lively atmosphere.

While attending a fair in East Orlando, I experienced a sensation akin to needles piercing my body, which ultimately was determined to be a manifestation of acid reflux. This ailment left me feeling unwell for an extended period. Concurrently, a close friend, who resided in a substantial house, received a diagnosis of an aggressive form of cancer. Due to my own health issues, I was unable to visit him; however, I later learned that he had accepted Christ, which brought me immense joy. This coincided with the release of the song "I Can Only Imagine." As my health improved, I felt well enough to attend his funeral. That experience remains vividly etched in my memory; I found myself weeping throughout the service, reflecting on the profound loss of such a wonderful individual.
After dedicating substantial time to reflecting on these curses, I have come to the realization that divine guidance is available to assist me in transcending them. These curses generate feelings of guilt similar to those that sinners are expected to experience in the presence of God, prompting a desire for preferential treatment in comparison to other wrongdoers. To fully comprehend our own hypocrisy, it is necessary to engage in repetitive practices until they become routine. Many individuals maintain an idealized view of prayer, largely because they do not practice it sufficiently to progress beyond the simplistic understanding of encountering God as a result of following a series of procedural steps. In truth, God appears to respond more favorably to a structured and professional methodology in prayer.

To effectively engage with individuals who demonstrate significant moral shortcomings, it is imperative that we critically examine our own tendencies toward hypocrisy. Those who find comfort in hypocrisy often do so out of a deep-seated familiarity, having engaged in such behaviors to the point of monotony. In reality, our actions may not differ fundamentally from those of individuals grappling with alcoholism. Since my son joined the local soccer club, we have cultivated friendships within that community. When I assert that a divine presence permeates our lives, I am referring to the synthesis of various life pursuits, including our collective goal of nurturing our children. It is essential to acknowledge the existence of two distinct categories of non-believers within our society: those who possess a heightened awareness of their hopelessness, albeit often struggling to articulate it, and those who manifest violent behaviors. Our friendships have predominantly aligned with the former group.

My revitalized appreciation for communal unity has emerged within the context of my current church congregation. It is evident that my pastor has been instrumental in my life, facilitating a profound spiritual experience that I perceive as supernatural. During my private meditative practices, I encountered elevated states of consciousness. Remarkably, when I confided in my pastor about certain personal challenges and he offered prayers on my behalf, the responses to those prayers were remarkably swift. This experience fostered a sense of wonder, leading me to feel as though I was witnessing something extraordinary. As I became increasingly confident in my spiritual journey, I experienced a notable degree of success. However, I had also felt exploited in various circumstances, prompting me to seek divine intervention in order to align historical events in pursuit of justice. The likelihood of receiving a resolution appeared nearly unattainable, yet, after my pastor prayed for my situation, what had once seemed impossible became a reality. Consequently, my involvement in the local church transcended mere attendance; it became a source of vital support as I sought supernatural strength to navigate these challenges.


I dedicated considerable time to meditation in response to my pastor's invitation for meetings. My attempts to engage in these sessions were fervent, as I aimed to create lasting impressions. Following certain services, I perceived a genuine revival taking place. Reflecting on that period, I recognize that my life underwent significant transformation after my pastor transitioned to another church. Had he remained longer, it would have fostered an extraordinarily positive environment for me; however, I believe that God intended for me not to idolize any individual. Through my private meditation, I experienced a sense of invincibility and felt as though I was vicariously achieving substantial success in my diligent efforts. While my pastor played a crucial role in supporting the homeschooling group, I found that my own business endeavors did not reach the same level of success after his departure. I consider myself exceptionally fortunate to have experienced a profound sense of unity during that time, which I regard as a pinnacle in my life. It was as though God had elevated me to a state where I was compelled to continue living with supernatural strength.

Prior to the flourishing of holistic ministry within the homeschool group, my partner Sandy and I were in search of a Presbyterian church in our vicinity. We learned about a potential new local church that was meeting in a storefront space. Upon our visit, I experienced a sense of discomfort, which led us to explore other congregations. Several months later, we discovered that the Presbyterian Church was appointing a new pastor. I can attest that my engagement with the Psalms began to yield significant spiritual benefits. The new pastor delivered sermons with such genuine compassion and intellectual fervor that I found myself questioning his denominational affiliation. He was of Italian descent and had graduated from a local seminary located in a neighboring town. I emphasize his Italian heritage as it resonated with my developing understanding of theological principles. To me, he represented a spiritual mentor who would adeptly navigate challenges and staunchly advocate for our community.

During my thirties, I maintained a keen interest in observing individuals attentively. I held a deep appreciation for certain admirable qualities exhibited by my current pastor, who served as a paternal figure in my life. He engaged regularly with each member of the congregation, often taking the time to meet with me in a restaurant setting. During these meetings, he would encourage me to ask questions and actively listen, creating a dialogue that could last for an hour without interruption. Each encounter left me imbued with profound joy, and I found myself invigorated as I passionately discussed sacred scripture. His influence was instrumental in empowering me, resulting in a significant transformation in my life during that period.

It remains uncertain whether his behavior was consistent with others whom I did not know. However, similar to how divine providence had blessed us with a home-school group, it was through this providence that my devoted pastor entered my life, guiding me toward a higher level of aesthetic experience. While I rarely considered other pastors to possess greater intelligence than myself, I found that he consistently exhibited a level of intellect that surpassed my own.

Friday, December 6, 2019



A primary objective of our initiative was to ensure that each family was regarded with the utmost respect, akin to independent entities. We deliberately chose to minimize the imposition of conventional regulations, thereby fostering an environment that encouraged individuals to freely present innovative ideas and collaboratively cultivate an authentic sense of unity. It is important to note that we did not establish the nonprofit organization as a Christian group; rather, our intention was to serve as a witness to all individuals who chose to participate voluntarily.

As we convened, I increasingly came to appreciate the substantial maternal insight possessed by the wives regarding the distinct needs of highly motivated children. There exists a remarkable quality in the holistic perspectives we collectively cultivated concerning creativity in individuals. However, when granted authority, it is imperative to exercise exceptional care and nurture an environment conducive to fostering camaraderie among the children. It is essential for the traditional family unit to reclaim its responsibility in establishing social connections with other independent families, thereby challenging the children ethically as they mature.

We assert that the functional unity inherent in the creation covenant serves as a foundational element of entrepreneurial success, akin to the role of primary caregivers who thoroughly assess the distinct characteristics of all entities, thereby demonstrating their understanding through the act of naming. This thorough examination enables us to evaluate our independent children and to deliberately cultivate a social environment alongside a holistic educational framework that consistently fosters the expression of their unique talents. Observing parents who adopt the role of benevolent leaders, one can discern a correlation with the success of their confident offspring. Additionally, we have extended invitations to elected officials to address our nonprofit organization.

At the onset of our social interactions, I was unaware that I was articulating the formation of a paternal governance, divinely ordained, which would extend its influence to other local families. I initially doubted the feasibility of uniting a collective of ideal families who would share a uniform mindset. However, it became evident that God was attentively listening to my aspirations, despite my insistence on specific outcomes. As a result, God was compelled to lay a robust foundation amidst adversity and to establish an operational governance within our small community. I steadfastly upheld high standards throughout this process. As a consequence, when Sandy became involved with a homeschooling group, she began to emerge as a leader within that context, despite the group's inherent controversies and ongoing disputes.


As Sandy assumed her role as an effective leader, the formation of a cohesive group began to develop organically among the members. This evolution was a notably gradual process, characterized by the collaborative efforts of dedicated mothers who convened to design a comprehensive curriculum tailored to the specific needs of their children. It is important to emphasize that we preserved an extraordinary dynamic that facilitated the establishment of meaningful relationships. Additionally, it appeared that divine protections were in place, safeguarding this process from any external disruptions.


I conducted an objective comparison between the ideal society we had collaboratively developed and the conventional societal structures of the 1950s. During that era, there was a stable organizational framework, and committed parents collaborated effectively, which facilitated the gathering of children. They typically organized field trips, physical education activities, community service projects, an annual social dance, and graduation ceremonies. The nonprofit organization generally convened once a week at a local church, where parents presented the most suitable curriculum. Furthermore, we successfully incorporated an International Day, during which we established booths representing various cultures, provided comprehensive information about each distinct culture, and prepared traditional cultural foods.

We engage with life experiences in a manner analogous to reading an illustrated book that details historical narratives. Upon the successful sale of our home, we completed the essential preparations that marked this significant chapter in our lives. Our objective extended beyond the mere financial gains associated with selling property; we sought to establish a residence within a community of individuals who share similar aspirations. The concept of a Christian household transcends the mere physical structure of a home, embodying a deeper significance that extends beyond tangible achievements. The family unit functions as a fundamental governing body that influences and defines societal norms, a remarkable gift bestowed upon us by God. Through the enduring principles of legal covenants, curses, promises, and comprehensive statutes, we are afforded the privilege to steward and appreciate God's unique creation.

We contend that the cultural significance of a conventional family unit should not be assessed exclusively through comparative analysis with other family structures. Rather, we draw inspiration from the collaborative leadership exhibited by both male and female figures in a family, which serves to counteract and mitigate detrimental societal influences. When family priorities are aligned with the pursuit of long-term success, the individuals within that unit are empowered to achieve self-sufficiency.

Upon relocating to our contemporary residence, we deliberately chose to establish our home schooling practices. However, it soon became clear that Sandy was dissatisfied with the limitations associated with our home environment. This discontent indicated that a change was necessary. Sandy commenced the pursuit of connections with other home schooling families in the local community, marking the onset of a substantial transformation that I did not fully comprehend at that moment.

Thursday, December 5, 2019

Throughout my life, I have had the unique opportunity to observe various instances of supernatural phenomena. It is my earnest intention to provide a comprehensive account of these experiences. Following the successful repairs to the roof and the securing of our residence, a group of volunteers from Carolina generously offered their assistance to our church, contributing to the complete renovation of our deteriorating home. As we undertook this meticulous restoration process, I developed a strong desire to swiftly sell the property and relocate to central Florida. However, it took three challenging years filled with frustration and distress before we collectively recognized the necessity of making this move. Remarkably, it became evident that divine providence had already arranged an ideal home that resonated with our distinct talents and abilities. This experience marked the first occasion on which I recognized the social cohesion that God seamlessly fosters in our lives. Eventually, we succeeded in attracting a buyer for our house. As we commenced our journey to central Florida, I noticed in the U-Haul mirror that the vehicle I was towing had become disconnected. After addressing this issue, we made a conscious decision to temporarily reside at my parents' home while we searched for a modest dwelling in central Florida. During this period, I engaged in profound introspection, earnestly seeking divine guidance regarding our new residence.


As I methodically endeavored to memorize sacred scripture, I cultivated a scholarly practice of engaging in meditation during my drives. This practice became particularly pronounced while traveling through central Florida. During this journey, I visited long-standing acquaintances on the eastern side of Orlando, who had recently begun attending Sprouls Church; however, I experienced a sense of dislocation in that environment. Continuing our westward journey, we arrived at a quaint town situated amidst the rare hills of Florida. This location evoked memories of my childhood, specifically a time when I had mistakenly perceived this town as mountainous while on vacation in South Carolina.


While traversing the town, we noted its picturesque setting, encircled by a series of lakes, which captivated our interest. This observation prompted us to visit a real estate office the subsequent day, as we had allocated a significant portion of our finances from the sale of our previous home. Our objective was to identify a property that would necessitate only a minimal mortgage. The real estate agent directed us to a nearby residence that embodied both the town's allure and the serenity associated with being distanced from the hectic traffic. Upon finalizing the transaction, the attorney, who spoke with a charming Southern accent, humorously remarked, “You’ll feel like you’ve reached heaven.” This comment would later prove to be remarkably prescient.

We commenced a journey southward with the intention of accessing our modular residence. We were acutely aware that it would suffer considerable damage; however, our progress was obstructed by heavily congested streets. As a result, we altered our course toward my in-laws' home. The areas deemed secure were cordoned off and were under the vigilant surveillance of the national guard. The vivid imagery of the storm's destruction, as articulated in Psalm 29, profoundly resonated with me, particularly its depiction of the storm's departure from the city in an eerily silent manner. During the nights, I found a sense of peace in reflecting upon this scripture, as the tempest had subsided, leaving us in a state of vulnerability yet enveloped in a unique tranquility. In His divine wisdom, God had removed the comforts of everyday life, thereby fostering an environment conducive to earnest prayer and introspection. Under these circumstances, our only refuge was in God Himself, whose commanding presence was felt amidst the turmoil of the storm.


During my formative years, I came to understand that when the divine orchestrates a momentous event, the intention to confer blessings often exceeds human comprehension. The divine demonstrates a profound resolve in transforming the fate of a city to extend blessings to His vulnerable children. My exploration of narratives involving individuals who, in the face of adversity, earnestly resorted to prayer for the first time further enriched my perspective. Through the study of the Psalms, I developed a nuanced appreciation for the notion that God's righteous indignation in dismantling a corrupt society serves as a timeless testament to His benevolence. It is evident that the divine intentionally fosters communal unity as a means of restoring the covenant with creation.


Following a prolonged two-week delay, we cautiously approached our residence, only to discover that the entire city had been transformed into a war zone due to the catastrophic historic storm. Unfortunately, our home had been completely destroyed, compelling us to seek financial assistance. Fortunately, we were able to secure a loan with a minimal interest rate, which led us to collectively decide to relocate to a more affluent neighborhood characterized by wood frame construction, located directly across the street. However, we faced significant challenges as we encountered competition from wealthy investors. Miraculously, a benevolent individual appeared, willing to sell his roofless property and entrust it to a young couple. With steadfast faith, we eagerly proposed the full amount of our secured loan, believing that divine providence would provide the additional resources necessary for reconstruction. Despite receiving more lucrative offers from more affluent investors, this generous individual chose to sell us the dilapidated property. Consequently, we successfully acquired a residence in a monitored neighborhood at a fraction of its original market value.


I was previously unaware that, during a particular period, a benevolent divine presence had graciously granted us a significant opportunity, enabling us to engage in ministerial activities for the benefit of others in the future. Andrew faced an unprecedented storm, the first in two decades to inflict severe damage within the United States, resulting in personal insurance companies issuing $50,000 checks to affected homeowners. Many local residents capitalized on this situation, selling their damaged properties and promptly vacating the beleaguered area. After acquiring a private residence, we made the decision to depart from the local church where we had legally wed and consistently participated, opting instead to join a Reformed Baptist congregation. As I engaged in contemplative reflection on the Psalms, my theological outlook underwent a transformation, leading me to enthusiastically adopt historical Calvinism within my new church community. We learned that this congregation was prepared to offer us financial assistance for restoration, and an elder, who owned a drywall company, generously volunteered to complete the wall restoration in our home as a gift. At present, I am in the process of documenting the extraordinary supernatural events I have experienced, all of which were initiated by my deep interest in Psalm 29.

Sunday, December 1, 2019

We were fortunate to have received divine guidance that enabled us to navigate the adverse effects of the hurricane effectively. In the midst of the storm, I committed to seeking spiritual direction through Psalm 29. I distinctly remember traversing a street flanked by two-story residences, while observing the ominous clouds accumulating overhead. We remained focused on the updates provided by a meteorologist broadcasting from a sheltered location, keen to ascertain whether the storm's intensity was diminishing. Despite the meteorologist's assurances that Hurricane Andrew was not as severe as initially projected, his tone conveyed an underlying sense of apprehension.


We had settled into the comforts of a luxurious couch when powerful winds began to swirl around us. Suddenly, a loud snap startled us; a massive 40-foot tree crashed onto the corner of the private residence, causing the entire structure to tremble. In response, we swiftly vacated the plush couch and sought refuge in the hallway. In that moment, we were acutely aware that the fallen tree might have compromised the integrity of the roof, exposing us to the destructive forces of the hurricane. Our apprehension grew as we realized that the relentless winds could pose a significant threat to our safety. In the hallway, I found myself reflecting on Psalm 29, seeking solace amid the historic storm. As the winds intensified, they produced a deafening howl, reminiscent of the storm itself exhaling. The powerful gusts would surge and then recede, only to crescendo once more with each passing moment as the tempest raged above. I felt a profound fear that the ferocious winds would inflict considerable damage upon our sturdy abode. Little did I realize at the time how deeply Psalm 29 would become ingrained in my memory, ultimately serving as a source of guidance and strength during four additional devastating hurricanes in the unforeseen future.


Following the cessation of the severe storm, our efforts to access the entrance were obstructed by dense vegetation. At this juncture, a kind neighbor intervened, offering assistance in carefully prying open the securely locked door. Upon entering our reasonably priced vehicle, we soon discovered that navigating the local roads to reach our residence was an overwhelming challenge due to significant traffic congestion. Proceeding further south, the landscape bore a striking resemblance to a war-torn area, devastated by the relentless assault of the storm. The powerful winds had demonstrated such remarkable intensity that a substantial 2x4 had been forcefully driven through a robust pine tree, exiting on the opposite side, just north of our esteemed home.

I underwent a significant spiritual revelation regarding the profound influence of the psalms, which greatly altered my outlook for the remainder of my life. Following this transformative experience, I developed a fervent aspiration to witness remarkable events orchestrated by the divine and to wholeheartedly support God while observing His extraordinary creations. In 1992, I tuned into a local radio station one morning and learned of an impending hurricane originating in the Bahamas, which was forecasted to move northward and pass to the east of Miami while gradually losing strength. However, the subsequent morning brought an unexpected warning that Hurricane Andrew had altered its trajectory and was now approaching from the west, rapidly intensifying. This unforeseen shift caught the community off guard, leaving us with insufficient time to prepare adequately.


Having encountered several hurricanes throughout my lifetime, I have generally found a certain fascination in observing them as they uproot trees and deliver rainfall for a day. However, this particular hurricane presented a starkly different experience. It resembled a formidable buzz saw, compelling my family and me to swiftly evacuate our modular home in search of refuge in a two-story residence located north of our property. Notably, the storm's trajectory remained steadfast as it veered westward; despite predictions suggesting a potential drift northward, we were largely unaware of this shift due to our preoccupied schedules. As a result, many local residents began relocating from northern areas to the south. Surprisingly, the storm persisted on its predetermined path. As it neared Miami, it naturally intensified. Based on my observations, when a storm adopts the form of a saw blade with a red center, it is invariably indicative of impending substantial destruction. Regrettably, this powerful storm continued along its westward course, and to add a unique perspective, the most intense portion of the storm was directly aimed at my personal residence.

Upon establishing residence in my current environment, I initiated the endeavor of memorizing the Psalms. As I immersed myself in the text with steadfast commitment, I was profoundly moved by the authentic emotive expression of the Psalmist. This remarkable anthology of Psalms distinguished itself from the various texts of the New Testament that I had previously memorized. It heralded the onset of a gradual transformation in my cognitive framework, prompting me to examine my social interactions and relationships through the interpretative lens of these sacred verses. The Psalmist undoubtedly presented an intellectual challenge, urging me to transcend personal biases and specific contexts, thus redirecting my instinctual responses towards God as articulated in the Psalms. Consequently, I began to understand that the value of my esteemed family was not contingent upon societal status, but rather on our capacity to imperfectly recognize and exercise our individual gifts. Through this organic process of acquiring a unique linguistic framework, I diligently nurtured this intricate relationship, consciously delineating it from the influence of my prominent family background.


I committed to the daily memorization of two poetic verses, frequently gravitating towards Psalm 29, which evocatively illustrates the ferocity of a storm and its effects on the natural world. As I endeavored to memorize the entire text, I envisioned the profound experience of contemplating the Psalm amidst the tumult of a hurricane. Over several years, I consistently recited the Psalm, fostering a profound connection to its themes and drawing inspiration from my personal reflections. This practice not only enriched my creativity and cognitive sharpness but also transcended the boundaries of mere discipline.


I possess a vivid and cherished memory of an event that transpired in 1992, during a notably active hurricane season. My practice of personal meditation significantly influenced my individual experience during this time. Although I consistently recognized the sovereignty of a higher power over the civilized world, independent nations, and the capriciousness of the weather, it had not occurred to me that I would personally encounter such remarkable phenomena, reminiscent of the recent developments in my dynamic life. Unbeknownst to me, I was on the verge of embarking on a journey that would undoubtedly impart a crucial lesson, among the many invaluable insights that awaited me in the promising future.