I often reflect on the motivations behind individuals willingly subjecting themselves to various sources of hardship. It is truly unsettling that in this existence, we are already faced with numerous difficulties that are universally encountered by mankind. It seems as though we overlook the fact that our pursuits of certain desires, which we recognize as only achievable through divine intervention, are of significant importance to God. It is crucial to recognize that our efforts in this life do not yield any significant rewards; rather, we should direct our attention towards the imminent manifestation of divine favor, which will occur in the near future.The process of being forcibly displaced from one's native land and placed into an unfamiliar social environment elicits a profound sense of unfairness. Consequently, individuals are inclined to question the existence and location of a celestial Deity, despite their religious convictions stating that God is accessible and readily available. This inclination to succumb to sorrow and apprehension regarding the future is authentic, despite their unwavering belief in God's constant presence. If indeed God was genuinely close to us, we would undoubtedly experience His benevolence and compassion, thereby safeguarding us from the difficulties and obstacles we encounter.The concept of life being inherently unfair can be observed. Despite acknowledging our inherent moral flaws, as individuals who have undergone a transformation, we have the potential to access the numerous advantages granted to us through our relationship with Christ. These advantages encompass all aspects of life and are unambiguously affirmed. It is disheartening, therefore, to confront the realization that our current state falls significantly short of the initial experience we had when we first received the Holy Spirit. We anticipated a continuous growth in spiritual strength and vitality. However, we find ourselves grappling with a profound sense of powerlessness, amplified by the overwhelming presence of societal challenges. This inner struggle becomes particularly evident during moments of prayer.These extraordinary times are marked by significant allurements. We are acquiring valuable insights amidst the difficulties we encounter, as well as the prevailing atmosphere of desolation and pessimism within society. We are compelled to acknowledge the fact that, in addition to our individual challenges, we are encumbered by external pressures. Furthermore, due to our limited comprehension of divine forgiveness, we frequently exacerbate our burdens by clinging to impractical anticipations of our own moral uprightness. Consequently, prayer assumes a profoundly fervent role, as it provides us with an opportunity to beseech God's attention during these periods of seclusion and adversity.