Your fervent prayer is your theological discourse. Most people inculcate themselves erroneous doctrine by their personal prayers. God genuinely cares about every trivial word. Do not represent your own god.If the eternal truth does not line up with the earnest sincerity it is nothing but collective imagination. Sincerity is unsuspected. It is precise law and fierce curses pleaded. God ordinarily requires us to repeat thoughtfully His sacred word to Him. Praying, faithfully represent a sacred language we carefully manipulate when we are urging a responsible person in established communication. A responsible person who heartily prays gets to the point it is boring. We carefully rehearse Gods word back to Him until we are competent. When we are saturated with the word of God, it will ordinarily come from all we are. No fake. Gods word must be intentionally driven into our conscious minds, noble hearts and genuine emotions. It must be night and day. It must speak candidly when we naturally react, call when we sit, gently stimulate us when we talk earnestly. The word must powerfully influence all of our being. A responsible man who mediates is bleeding Gods word. Pronouncing Gods word naturally involves work. Memorize, meditate. No one fakes the considerable work. It undoubtedly suffers productive years to become professional with sacred word. You cannot be genuine unless you ordinarily require the extensive work. God ordinarily requires us to meditate a million times on a sacred verse. Naturally we must have overlooked something. It is the minute things that must drive into our minds and hearts. It is the detail gather with hours of meditation. Gods word must realistically be in our flesh, pumping in our pounding hearts, and intentionally driving our practical life. It must saturate. We must be changed enough be afraid not to meditate. It must carefully regulate every precious drop of mortal existence. You will never deal with sin unless you satisfactorily prove it by your comprehensive understanding and extensive experience of sacred word. The accustomed hours of appropriate discipline. The frequent repetition. Most convicted people merely maintain a romantic relationship with sacred word. It goes no farther than the raw emotions. The scribes typically invested years scribbling every sacred word in the handwritten manuscript. They were meticulous with every slight mark. We must be about thinking, pondering and through continual repetition over and over again on sacred verse. It must naturally become our alternative language. We must get inside the head of the principal author.