Your regret is a good box to regulate. You've never really repented before God. You cannot please God by nature. It is so bad that you must pluck your heart out of any idolatry. You must bitterly curse notorious sinners like yourself. .The Father expresses an unrelenting hatred for a natural man while delighting in his Son. If God didn't hate what Christ put on the cross, He would fall upon the most terrible criminal that ever lived. Do you really think your confession will mean something to you? Seriously people of his creed are deified. Our emotional problem is that we romantically think that God should overlook our obvious wormage.This is idolatry. God decides positively based on what He has done. He does not play. He's always very absolute. He determines whatever happens.When I hear the man speak about his teaching as something he has mastered, I chuckle. let me notify you Cursing bitterly for 4 critical hours will break your confessional. encounter with God.I have listened carefully to teachings as accurate as John Calvin's. Slaves to the danger of sin, not a single mention of the curse or mystery. I really feel outside of this bureaucratic culture.