I know I should be sure who I am, but it looks like I can't. Pray more for yourself by letting go of raw desires of pride and anxious thoughts and depend more on Him by letting go of desires of pride and anxious thoughts. I discovered this because his word is so accurate I cannot follow what I really know to be the truth until he assures me in his word that any intention I have to be good or bad. We can worship once we undoubtedly have an intellectual, mental, and physical understanding of the complex nature of our fierce and personal struggles. There is a sense in which, unless we indirectly experience this creative freedom to worship Him, then we will follow Him imperfectly.This true freedom to worship Him resists the unique ability to worship Him without specific constraints, elaborate rituals or strict rules. It won't happen suddenly. I had a hard time getting up from the floor, but I did and felt pain in my hip.