Monday, September 27, 2021

 Enable  me to explain a little more about the Psalms and testifies to the power of the written word and the power of supplication. These represent the gravest sins that I have committed today, and they were the springboard for my anger, which was towards God and was mixed with thoughts of why pray? The futile struggle for destructive power has simply made the flesh scream for arbitrary control. It was a historic struggle and worse than any sin or desire I had today! His violent attack on my passionate fervor made me complacent.It made me feel in a state of resignation. The Spirit's hope was replaced with anger as he watched the battle unfold. It was because of the circumstances, and it was testing my temper. Anger attacked my sense of spiritual integrity, being extremely strong and tribal, almost primitive. After a few minutes of meditation, I felt my mind had been dissected, and the Holy Spirit was speaking to me.A state of sincere deep awareness of the unique disposition of my heart peacefully descended upon me. These Psalms changed my view of God and my situation and it was done by penetrating the surface of my heart and piercing the depths of my heart. When I finished, I was in a state of peace and knew it was only a matter of time before God brought me absolute certainty of what communication had been to my heart. The sky was an expanse full of bright stars.

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