I suppose when we think of personal despair we are simply talking about the emotional depth of the soul affected by the depth of the deepest despair, or the grace to replace severe weakness and despair. Certainly there are no feelings that can be trusted. terrible darkness of the vulnerable heart with an omnipresent feeling of overwhelming fear and pathetic helplessness. There is really a silent darkness in there that no other physical pain can reach.
Except for a call for urgent help, there is undoubtedly nowhere to be found on this peculiar arrangement. There are certainly no desperate feelings to rely on. There is nothing to be said in the affirmative except to encourage. And in this day and night of weeping, perhaps one gloomy day will inevitably awaken hope in the aching heart and by force remove that emptiness and blackness. In the cry of desperation there is a way out for that glimmer of hope. In this moment, when God is hiding, dispel despair. Self-determination and trust of people. There is a significant difference between a scream from the heart of a confident person and a scream from the heart of a desperate person. A desperate person realizes that the cry for help will only end with the return of despair, and perhaps even deeper, so that the cry for help leads, so to speak, to more complete despair.It is possible that this experience permeates human physics in order to carry the feeling of helplessness deeper into the heart through experiencing stages of despair.
I mean, when you start to despair and you think that's all they have and then you start to feel pain out of that desperation and you cry out to God for help, for mercy, but then the experience starts. The desperation just starts and then you are depressed because you feel more desperation, so that you somehow increase your helplessness. Admirably, this decline causes a much deeper cry of the heart. A much more sincere cry. The obvious sincerity of the cry typically corresponds to the peculiar degree of deepest despair.
In meditation there is a sense of what can happen when a person sinks into the depths of despair, so that God advises them not to trust themselves. In meditation there is a very extreme focus on Christ as Savior, with the emotional level of desperation causing the terrible realization of an overwhelming response to the plaintive cry of a sensitive person that simply makes that response more supernatural in desperation. The supernatural element in deep despair inevitably comes from the relentless focus on Christ in Scripture, and Christ becomes more important than despair. Although in desperation, in response to this supernatural nourishment, God leaves the person nothing to brag about and his persistence convinces them not to rely on their own feelings, in desperation it is more important that the feelings remain the words. And the promises of God written for these cries focus on really feeding a desperate person as if they were underwater. He gets oxygen from a tank in order to go on living Despair, dwelling too much on the word, clinging to every promise, seeking redemption, waiting for Christ to speak to us of peace, all of that overshadowed by a feeling of deep despair. , it will support us even if we don't have one, there is a belief lesson, nothing other than to learn in a swoon.There are more invisible and insensitive sensations, a narrower human mentality, a narrowing of love, there is a desperation that makes a person meditate so often that if Christ became so ahistorical, he would be even more desperate.