This relationship, that we share with Christ in this life is the most personal of all relationships when we go to him in prayer, to the throne of grace. Because we are deeply sinful, hurt, and divided, there is no other condition. Of existence in this life, fully empowered in his presence before the throne of his grace. It is a throne on which we can honestly share our deepest desire. What is our greatest wish? Expect? What is it that scares us most? How deep is it Our real anger? Without exception, we come to the Hall of Mercy with all of our personal luggage.At this point we are improved to reach the itch that permeates us into an emotional basket case, this mercy seat continues to be the sacred place where all these private things are gathered by Him who is hidden from our critical eye and in Him has the full ability to deal with all these secret things in his time and means. We come to God, who perceives us better than we know ourselves. Who lovingly treats us with care so that we may be carefully restored by His heartfelt revelation. His real will. To always trust us in our secret areas

   God never gets up and leaves the mercy seat on purpose. He is always there so that we do not contact anyone we remember or who we imagine we have discovered. Obey His commandments, leave a laundry list or use your compassion to fix something we care about. Don't go to a person who doesn't accept real feelings, or who doesn't value who we will become anytime soon. We do not go to a person with whom we are sanctified if we say the right words; no, we take back a nice place where we can be what he has achieved, not what he can get from us without exception. There are no ulterior motives.God is eternally loyal to God.  

The more we shall be what he brought forth on the throne of grace; we come with our specific needs, we ask from the bottom of our hearts; we come to the exposed root of our personal request; when he reveals our desperate need. And we agree with him that we need bad grace because he really wants us to let it. When we do that, we can be used as he designed to be needed. He will not misinterpret our deepest need, for he has reliably led us to revive these impossible things and express them appropriately. As we humbly testify and plead with him, we learn to rely on him in ways that no other person would understand. We will learn that all men misunderstand these sensitive areas. Only God in His Divine Mercy can be calm and attractive enough. In order to receive ourselves, may we joyfully relax with this grace of sensitivity and pour out our hearts for it; If our hearts do not rest in Him, we will always be on the lookout for this resting place. He to be on the Fatherly side to ensure peace in Him; unless we always live in fear