The relationship we share with Christ in this life is the most personal relationship we have when we walk toward Him in prayer and toward the throne of mercy. Since we are sinful, resentful and divided, there are no other conditions. Before his throne of grace, he exists in this mighty life. This is a throne where we can honestly share our deepest desires. What is our greatest wish? Expected? What scares us the most? How deep is our true anger? Without exception, we came to the Mercy Hall with all our personal luggage.At this stage, we feel itchy to enter our emotional basket case. This throne of compassion is still a sacred place. All these personal things are collected from him. He is hidden from our critical eyes. He has the power to handle everything. All these secret things are in his own time and his means. When we come to God, he must know us better than ourselves. He is full of love and cares for us, so that we can work hard to recover through his revelation. His sincere will. Always trust us in our secret areas.  

God never gets up and deliberately leaves the throne of grace. It's always there, so we don't annoy the people we remember or find in our imagination. Follow his commandments, leave a laundry list, or show compassion to help resolve matters we care about. Don’t look for people who don’t accept sincere feelings, or who don’t value who we will be in the foreseeable future. When we say the right words, we will not go to our sanctified ones; no, we are returning to a beautiful place where we can be what he has achieved instead of what he inevitably gets from us. There is no ulterior motive.God is always loyal to God.  

In this way, we are no longer the one he brought the throne of mercy; we came with our specific needs, we asked from the heart; reached the open source of our personal inquiry; when he showed our urgent need Time. We agree with him that we need bad grace because he really wants it. When we do, we can use it as he intended. He will not misunderstand our deepest need, because he has indeed created our rebirth and proper. Express these impossible things. When we humbly testify and plead for him, we learn to rely on him in ways that no one else can understand. We learned that all men misunderstood these sensitive areas. Only God in his divine mercy can be calm and attractive enough. In order to welcome us, let us rest happily with this sensitive grace and pour out our hearts for it; if our heart does not live in him, we will always seek that place of rest. He wants to stand by His Father and bring peace in Him.