I've had the same type of reasoning at different times in my life, and that slumber phase was followed by a really big test, so I kind of try to think about it as I move forward (and forgive myself if I don't quite understand what they're saying ) that it is dangerous to be like in a big process and sometimes I think he tests me when I get into these things where everything is fine to see if I forget him , not for everything he needs from me. But for my sake, for we must always enjoy him or be filled with joy, and this will be shown in our understanding of being in active communion with the Spirit out of the love of our Father through Christ. Paul says this in his letter to Corinth: God should not be a distant sovereign power, but we should have a Trinitarian experience on our way in this life as normal communication of our receiving and giving. 

We receive a lot of things from the order. Work in the universe.The earth was created for man, but our understanding of receiving and giving is much greater. This Trinitarian fellowship, or the different forms of communication we have with the different persons of the Trinity, is revealed to us in how we respond to material stimuli. When we live according to the course of this world, we are formed into what we hold onto in this world. It starts with how we think, our personal desires are shaped by our view of things, be it physical or spiritual. shaped by these things directly influenced by our understanding that through the love of the Father, through the communion of the Spirit, we gain for the work of Christ for ourselves. 

 Is personal, then these second causes will only be what he commands for his glory and for our good, so when we receive or give, we get a personal taste of our Father's love for us, asking us to praise and Worship woos or the heart that stands behind God thoughts as God is there with hands and feet and speaks with the sword that comes out of his mouth. Yes, He speaks and salvation comes to our home, He opens His hands and we receive the nourishment of the day, He holds us with outstretched arms, He draws us through our spiritual vision of His personal providential nature and in our response to Him in adoration, then through the mediation of Christ we have fellowship with the Spirit. Visions of God as Father; Christ speaks to us in all this work.We see Christ who is the image of God. And then there is a personal message from him as a human being, even though he is sitting in heaven, he is our advocate. Did you walk with him through the spirit?