We should always try to occupy our authentic life without philosophical presuppositions that other people traditionally teach. We must invested countless hours intentionally trying to live with a genuine freedom that we sincerely believed we miraculously found. We sincerely devoted memorable years meditating on one familiar verse at a time trying not merely to comprehend how it was reasonably related to other key parts of the sacred scripture but to dissect what motivated us to the fullest happiness that we could experience. We genuinely felt it was more significant to accurately interpret our own happiness than to willingly accept other peoples definitions of possible happiness. If we did not articulate a specific word in private company or work really hard with our capable hands to obtain our ultimate goal we genuinely wanted to be happy in our own skin.

 This is why our interests in meditation grew tremendously into an lifelong obsession that transformed our comprehensive view of ourselves from the inside working itself out. Our unique experience in our own mind was mixed with divine imagination.We exhausted mutual interest in everybody else reactions to events and people as it defined what we would experience in smilingly replying to the identical things. Anything that we shrewdly suspected that was ensnaring us into being conventionally defined represents in our mind an opposition to the divine emanations that flowed through us. 

 After countless years of meditation over the same verses our quixotic quest for more extensive knowledge was swallowed up by the inward experiences we had in those remarkable years of our meditation. We realized that we were being overcome by profound feelings and extraordinary memories creating pathways in our fertile brain that empowered our whole being. It amply provided constant relief to genuinely enjoy our devout imagination. We have experienced this irresistible flow of divine life freeing ourselves and in considerable frustration impelled us to a constant meditation.

 We believed that if we vicariously experienced this considerable freedom it would intentionally infect everyone around us. I mean not in trying to satisfactorily explain this creative freedom but undoubtedly discovering and living vicariously in it. And this is what we have genuinely enjoyed about the familiar people in our lives.