The plea for understanding reflects the ongoing struggle of the pilgrim (viator): to refuse retreat into old refuges, and instead reject the false comfort of stagnation—stasis—in favor of spiritual movement (kenesis). The true depth of this journey lies in the meditator’s ability to perceive the unfolding revelation of a higher realm, navigating between two realities: the physical body, burdened by its limitations, and the spiritual dimension, which grows and transforms in infinite novelty. Although this transformation may cause relational tensions and frustrations, it signifies not a diminishment but a divine elevation—an apotheosis. The soul approaches its ultimate good (summum bonum), turning frustration into joy, and surrendering the old self to the divine image (imago Dei), which is eternal. The profound transformation involved in scriptural meditation, as described here, turns the practitioner into a liminal being—straddling the boundary between the old self (homo vetus) and the emerging, renewed human being (anthrōpos kainos) referenced in Ephesians 4:22–24. This change resembles the disciplined ascetic practices of ancient Stoic philosophers or desert ascetics, where repetitive contemplative effort does not merely develop physical strength but causes a fundamental ontological shift in one's very nature. Such rigorous discipline, far from being a pathological obsession, evokes the Pauline concept of agon—an athletic struggle for mastery leading to an imperishable crown (1 Corinthians 9:25). It fosters a radical otherness: the individual, once trapped by worldly concerns, now inhabits a spiritual mindset—pneumatic habitus—where future-oriented schemata fade away into an apophatic, negative knowledge of the divine, and worldly goals give way before the surge of divine life (zōē). This process of estrangement from one’s former identity—marked by social disconnection and the frustration of authentic relationships—mirrors Augustine’s idea of distentio animi in his Confessions, where the soul’s stretching through time yields to a state of eternal repose. Yet, this journey is fraught with the pain of acknowledging finitude and mortality. In this kenōsis, or emptying of the self, the divine Other—conceived as the divine presence—reveals itself as fundamentally different from human notions of personhood. Rather than an anthropomorphic figure, the divine is recognized as an abyssal dissimilarity (Isaiah 55:8–9), which compels a perceptual inversion: ordinary phenomena diminish into insignificance, their promises revealed as mere shadows or illusions (skia) of the true reality in Christ (Colossians 2:17). As the meditator advances, the temptation to fall back into human cravings—epithymia—becomes stronger, especially in this state of apatheia, or detachment. This dialectical tension resembles John of the Cross’s night of the soul (noche oscura), where the soul undergoes a purgation of the senses, embarking on a nocturnal journey toward unitive illumination. During this process, worldly voices and distractions are silenced by the divine Logos’s ineffable voice. The stability of previous beliefs and security is shattered by the experience of the mysterium tremendum—the awe-inspiring presence of the divine—leading the meditator into an alternate spiritual dimension (noētos). In this space, one forsakes the comfort of familiar routines and embraces the uncertain path of faith (pistis) as a form of eschatological becoming. This uncertainty is not a flaw but an act of prophetic courage (parrhesia), an openness to divine and human truth alike.
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