Monday, December 1, 2025

He is the sole One who genuinely listens, who truly understands my pain because He has endured far more suffering than I could ever begin to imagine. His love remains unwavering and unconditional, even when I am at my weakest—when I stumble, when I sin repeatedly, when I feel cold, distant, and empty-handed. He loves me in my fears, loneliness, suffering, and quiet. His love is at its greatest precisely during my moments of deepest longing—when everything around me seems bleak and hopeless. In those times, He pours out His love generously, giving without limit or measure. I often take from His love more than I should, yet it never diminishes or wavers. Many years ago, from high above in the vast, endless sky, I believe God intentionally chose to include me in His family. I had no desire for such a relationship at first; I loved myself too much to humble myself before Him. That internal struggle still persists—yet I am now convinced of His love for me, despite my stubbornness and resistance. Every day, He renews my faith, guiding me through the highs and lows of my spiritual walk. More often than not, I find myself wandering away, lost in my own waywardness, fully aware that only He can repair what is broken inside me. No one around me truly understands what is going on inside my mind—what the future might hold or what battles I fight within. They do not see the depths of my soul as He does. Only He perceives my needs before I even voice them, arranging the circumstances of my life for my ultimate good and for His glory. From His perspective, He sees the grand design—a beautiful tapestry that I only catch glimpses of, while I am content to see only the small patch beneath my feet. Even when I cling more to His gifts than to Him, His love remains steadfast. It is this unwavering love that draws me back again and again—becoming even more precious when I realize that, despite my messes and failures, He continues to love me. This realization compels me to come before Him, to pour out my hurts, and to thank Him for loving me amid all my brokenness.

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