It is quite remarkable to consider the fact that I have been practicing meditation for thirty years now. I often find it perplexing when people, after only perusing a brief passage from a book, feel entitled to lecture me on my views regarding grace, as if my understanding is fundamentally misguided. While I carry a multitude of scriptural passages in my mind that resonate deeply with me, it seems that many of these individuals have not taken the time to reflect on those verses in years, if ever. This observation underscores a significant gap between scholarly methods of biblical interpretation and a sincere, experiential understanding of the scriptures as they relate to the broader narrative of their lives. This disconnect presents a unique challenge for me, particularly given my lack of formal theological education. Moreover, I have noticed this trend not just within Christian circles but also in my professional life, where competent individuals often find themselves exploited. When someone appears to accomplish tasks with apparent ease, rather than inspiring admiration, it often breeds skepticism and doubt about their capabilities. However, I find this realization to be liberating. Those closest to me have acknowledged that I possess a sense of freedom that they have seldom encountered. This liberation arises from my deep understanding of grace, which is untouched by external pressures or influences. It is truly puzzling that some individuals feel the need to intrude upon my personal journey, insisting that the gospel encompasses more than just the concept of grace. They present their perspectives as if they are the definitive truth, without recognizing the validity of my own experiences. Let me be clear: I am genuinely free. Please do not attempt to mold me into your ideal version of who I should be; rather, I ask for you to respect my autonomy. I have the right to determine which relationships are important to me and which pursuits I choose to engage in, and these decisions are entirely mine to make. I understand that this may be challenging for some, as there seems to be a desire to pull me back into a mindset constrained by legalism, to impose conditions on my identity for the sake of your own comfort and validation. But let me reiterate: I do not need your help. Instead of focusing on these peripheral concerns, let us address the core essence of grace with clarity and intention. Let us encourage one another, creating an environment where we can inspire each other to deepen our love for God. It’s time to step down from your pedestal! Frankly, your opinions do not carry much weight with me; in fact, I may even have valuable insights to share with you. Always remember, I am free.