At this point, the core issue we face isn't necessarily centered around gaining a deeper understanding of ourselves. Rather, it lies in the peril of forming rigid, absolute judgments regarding our identities and circumstances. In my early twenties, I found myself trapped in a cycle where my happiness was contingent upon a relentless examination of my thoughts and actions. I felt an overwhelming need to dissect every aspect of my daily life in order to pinpoint precisely what had gone awry. This constant scrutiny made it nearly impossible for me to release my grip on my life and its myriad complexities. In fact, it became clear that my own thought patterns and self-analysis were not liberating; they were, instead, a source of my own suffering and destruction. I was so preoccupied with understanding every detail of my existence that I failed to recognize how this obsessive introspection was undermining my well-being.

It took me many years to come to the realization that my struggles with fitting in were not solely a reflection of my actions or perceptions, but rather a profound process orchestrated by God to help me find my place in the world. For such a long time, I believed that my worth and acceptance hinged on how others viewed me and whether they embraced me. I was trapped in a cycle of seeking validation from those around me, constantly measuring my self-esteem against their opinions and judgments. However, as I gradually began to grasp this important truth—that it wasn’t about my efforts or the approval of others, but about how God was shaping and fitting me into the tapestry of life—I found a sense of liberation. Once I attained a deeper understanding of what God was doing in my life, my need for external approval began to dissipate. I realized that I could trust God to guide me and provide for my belonging, which meant I no longer needed to strive so hard to please those around me. This shift in perspective was nothing short of life-changing. I discovered the freedom that comes from embracing my true self without the weight of others’ expectations. It allowed me to be authentic, to let go of the masks I had worn for so long, and to step into the fullness of who I am meant to be. I now approach life with a renewed sense of confidence and joy, knowing that I am exactly where I am meant to be, fitting perfectly into the divine plan that God has for my life.

I would like to share with you the profound experiences I've had throughout my life, particularly focusing on the sense of unity I have encountered at various stages. Over time, I have developed a keen ability to recognize and truly feel this unity, allowing me to engage in experiences that many individuals may never encounter. It’s as if I have reached a pinnacle of understanding and realization in this regard. However, as we navigate through life on this earth, it’s important to acknowledge that such experiences of unity are not always consistent. Unity, in essence, transcends the physical realm; it is a metaphysical state of consciousness. There are moments when the feeling of unity envelops me so completely that I begin to lose my awareness of the physical world around me.