My perception of my own identity feels detached and remote. I find no pleasure in the things that used to bring me joy, as they have become repetitive and mundane. Consequently, I invest a significant amount of time in striving to empathize with the perspective of Jesus. Though I struggle to comprehend the process of embodying His essence, it has become evident to me that He initiates contact with me. Nevertheless, this encounter remains shrouded in mystery to me. Despite this, I refuse to view myself as an independent entity; rather, I acknowledge that it is Christ who resides within me. Consequently, I am constantly surrounded by His enigmatic presence, eluding complete understanding from any limited perspective.

There is no discernible cause for me to perceive myself as being confined within a limited perception of my identity or characteristics. The notion of an explanation or understanding of my true nature does not impact the perception I have of my own self. I experience a sense of liberation akin to the boundlessness attributed to Jesus.