We exist in a state of eternal existence, yet we are subject to the consequences of a curse that ultimately leads to death. None of us desire to endure the suffering that comes with this curse. When considering our eternal existence, we must question whether the pain we experience is solely a result of our perception of time and space, or if it also stems from a metaphysical sense of helplessness. In essence, the metaphysical presence of death signifies the absence of hope. I firmly believe that anxiety arises from a lack of confidence in the fact that God's sovereignty serves as the clear distinction between blessings and curses. God's sovereignty encompasses far more than just the hope for a pain-free future; it encompasses every event that occurs on this earth, as it is governed by His absolute justice and righteousness.

Why should we feel threatened by the straightforward expression of both curses and blessings? It is because we tend to rely on our own reasoning, seeking practical justifications. This inclination stems from our belief in our own autonomy, that we possess the ability to navigate the realm of good and evil solely by our own strength. However, true freedom lies in embracing God's unequivocal declaration of blessings and curses, relinquishing our right to govern our own lives. We often mistakenly think that we can simply will ourselves to surrender our lives, but in reality, it is a consequence of God's justice overpowering our limited understanding of justice. We surrender our lives when our anger is consumed by God's righteous indignation. We surrender our lives when we recognize the vast chasm between our control and God's absolute control. As long as we hold a diminished view of God, we will remain confined to our own subjective notions of good and evil. Only by embracing God's perfect standard of blessings and curses can we truly find liberation and be freed from the burden of self-governance.