I have always felt uneasy within the confines of politically correct culture, perhaps due to my propensity for argumentation and contrarianism. Nevertheless, I firmly believe that the Christian worldview begins with our internal perspective on the world, where faith serves as the foundation for our actions and decisions. Even in a community where consensus is reached on matters such as church practices, leadership, and personal purpose, I tend to approach these topics with a high level of seriousness and struggle to fit in with others.

I differentiate myself from others by dedicating a significant amount of time to introspection within the broader framework of scripture. Approximately 80% of my time is spent on self-reflection and I frequently challenge the prevailing beliefs of popular culture.

I am not someone who can simply operate on surface-level interactions. My belief is that receiving love from God is essential in order to extend love to others. Every ministry opportunity that has entered my life has served as a catalyst for my growth in contemplation and focus. I do not approach ministering to others as a mere task to check off a list; rather, it is a deeply personal and urgent matter for me. I am committed to aligning my personal experiences with the guidance and direction I receive from God.

My intentions are pure because my focus was not on the success of God's work at the time. I was driven by the light and guidance I received through meditation, seeking a deep sense of peace and rest in humility. I have always been dedicated to finding solace in Christ, disregarding any opposing voices that challenged my serene and contemplative state. I have found it challenging to maintain this inner peace in a politically correct environment compared to a non-religious setting where I can meditate without disturbance. Despite this, I have continued to pursue my spiritual practices in various unexpected places, where I have found enlightenment. Looking back, I see God's hand guiding me towards a ministry that is deeply rooted in my personal experiences.