I sincerely appreciate your honesty. I consistently keep you in my prayers and find great alignment in our perspectives. It seems that if we surrender our pain to a higher power, it can ultimately lead to a moment of divine glory, with greater rewards awaiting us in the future. The burden of pain is truly unfortunate. The sole genuine spiritual solace lies in the knowledge that this earthly life serves as a purpose for us to meet our Creator and escape eternal suffering. Each passing minute serves as a reminder that all of our current struggles will eventually transform into unimaginable happiness and joy. If you find yourself in a position to despise the pain and the world, it is a blessing because it signifies your strong desire for a better existence. While it is preferable to experience less pain, it is also disheartening to be able to overlook other minor discomforts, a tendency that many individuals, including myself, possess. However, if I happen to grieve over my own transgressions, it is the pain that fuels my longing for heaven. I simply regard you as someone more capable in this regard. You are a source of inspiration for me, even if you may not perceive yourself in that light. I apologize if I appear to be pressuring you by suggesting that others look up to you, but I genuinely admire and respect you, my friend.