I believe that many individuals fail to heed the call of their inner spirit, even when it is desperately trying to capture their attention. However, there inevitably comes a point where they are compelled to respond, to surrender, and to acknowledge their vulnerabilities in the presence of God's mercy. Have you ever witnessed someone in a church setting, who, while aware of the impending invitation, remains motionless, struggling to suppress their emotions? I am of the belief that God extends His call to everyone at some point in their lives. As Jesus referenced Isaiah 54 in John 6:45, stating, "They will all be taught by God," it becomes clear that those who heed the guidance of the Father and acquire wisdom from Him ultimately find their way to me.

I greatly appreciate your testimony, but I have not come across a similar account in the holy scriptures. In the book of Acts, for instance, the narrative differs significantly from your testimony. It emphasizes the work of the Spirit in a sovereign manner, where Lydia's heart was opened and she experienced an individual transformation. There was no process of moving forward, but rather a simple act of belief. However, there was evidence of this transformation as her entire being became alive, with Christ becoming the most captivating object of her newfound desires due to her regeneration. Therefore, it is important for us to align our experiences with the teachings of the scriptures, rather than the other way around.

The crucial point to understand is that regeneration and salvation are intricately connected to a hidden transformation within the depths of our hearts. The resulting impact extends to every aspect of our being, regardless of our conscious awareness of the exact timing and nature of these covert effects. Therefore, our assurance lies solely in our focus on Christ, as we humbly surrender everything and place our reliance solely on His sacrificial cross. As we delve into the divine revelation found in the Scriptures, its profound sweetness surpasses any worldly pleasures. This is the essence of a genuine saint. Superficial displays of one-time confessions hold no weight in accordance with scriptural doctrine. While God can work through imperfect processes, there are repercussions for indulging in idolatrous tendencies associated with such processes.