I believe there is value in expressing one's emotions freely during moments of solitary prayer. Often, we may unknowingly suppress our feelings until we release them in the presence of the divine. Unlike in group therapy, where others may be taken aback by such emotional outpourings, I believe God is not surprised by our vulnerability. There have been instances when those around me have overheard my prayers and questioned my sincerity. However, my ultimate aim is to please God, and that may require me to be transparent in my communication with Him. It is important to note that one person can never fully comprehend the pain experienced by another; true identity lies in Christ, not in the opinions of others. Additionally, it is worth acknowledging that even individuals with seemingly thick skin can possess a certain level of eccentricity. Some of us may struggle with being overly sensitive, which can make it challenging to simply go through the motions, particularly when it conflicts with our personal convictions. It is crucial to recognize that feeling passionate about something, even if it diverges from societal norms, does not necessarily equate to wrongdoing. The influence of self-imposed religious practices can also play a significant role in the realm of Christianity. Ultimately, acknowledging our sensitivity is crucial in navigating the impact that external influences may have on us, even if we wish to deny their effects.Express your deepest emotions and thoughts to the Lord, and in return, He will grant you songs of liberation. No one truly understands your inner thoughts and experiences except for God. While others may offer assistance, only God comprehends the extent of your frustration and anxiety. However, if we are sensitive to our feelings of disconnection, we may find ourselves striving to please others, which ultimately leads to bondage. On the contrary, when we allow God's grace to work within us, we experience a sense of relief, even if only temporarily. If others attempt to shoulder our burdens, their understanding will be limited by their own experiences. Yet, with God, we can approach Him and delve deep into the root causes of our struggles, whether they stem from the devil's attacks or our own flawed perspectives. The process involves laying our struggles before Him and in exchange, He reveals His promises to us, surpassing any achievements of man. The human heart is profound, often concealing hidden aspects that only the Spirit can unveil. Some issues cannot be resolved through simple prayers, but instead require fervent supplication. Just as Christ endured agony to find solace, these revelations may expose individuals who are not aiding our internal battles. I firmly believe that God brings certain individuals into our lives who possess unique gifts that surpass any intellectual systems. If the Spirit sets you free, you will genuinely experience freedom. All it takes is for us to confide in Him, gain insight through experience, and persistently seek His intervention within and outside of ourselves. Personally, I cannot imagine navigating life without the solace of the Psalms. In moments of reluctance, I push myself harder, for I recognize that resistance is the root of my own resistance. I have always viewed the flesh as a deceptive friend and a formidable foe. When fatigue sets in, I often plan to rest and then resume tackling my challenges. After all, if life were easy, why would we yearn for heaven? Thus, the flesh persistently opposes me, day and night. I only wish I possessed more energy and time, as I would eagerly strive to quell that inner struggle.