fix Naturally we do not have a reactive personality. It took me many years to develop a side of me that is just mean enough for me so we dont turn my hate inward. we speak the negative part of the Psalms. As we said that anger is a gift under the control of the word of God.  God gets pleasure in wrath to search for truth by perfect way to approach Him with human feelings.  we have such a high description of the beauty of God and the positive promises.  we become imaginative about going through this life. trying to say there is still a lot of joy and pleasure we draw from in being human. Without living in this other side as a human we begin to hold the negative experiences inside. You will find this in people who always talk as Gods wrath is directed toward them. You know its easy to imagine we do not have a human disposition. feeling sorry for ourselves because we simply tell ourselves who we are in Christ and that should solve the problem. But its good to develop some street sense. We describe the christian life in the most neurotic ways.The bible doesnt just help  reckon ourselves to be something we are not but gives us an emotional foundation to unburden our pain. So for us pleasure in anger in some sense. If we use the anger to describe Jesus will be the judge. Anger is good passionate about Gods work. In this sense for the sake of being the person with the problem that we created but in need of placing it in Gods hands we can play the part of the neurotic personalities that play out before God. You know the old adage that a cop is the closest to becoming a criminal. For every neurotic reaction there is an emotional reaction that is correct. And so we seek to find the correct reaction through a mysterious transference of our pain for His dis positional reality. If we are emotionally connected to Gods reactions then it will swallow up our neurosis.