When we approach the subject of sin after speaking the eternal curses for 30 years, push back the marked tendency to merely view God who responds after scrutinizing the fundamental doctrines of divine grace.The inherent tendency to describe steps to God. After memorizing the Psalms, repeating pronouncements until nothing to get out of them, through boredom I am constantly surprised. I do not approach God who merely applies these diverse points of peculiar doctrines as I receive something. Preferably through perseverance and boredom every so often I am surprised how He shows up.
This effective way of mindful meditation does not preclude avoiding fundamental doctrines or study. But invariably going warp speed to gain an accurate understanding of the Person. Consequently, the frequent repetition positively enhanced the irresistible attraction, can never be satisfied. Instead of becoming a habit,is an insatiable attempt to find satisfaction. And after the fruitless attempts of the last meditation, discover after many years the sweetness inevitably starts. Instead of ordinarily going in active pursuit, actually recovers us. This properly includes the desire to eagerly seek it more. And so, it becomes metaphysically more real place than the material surrounding.